Define Truth

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Walking on.

These are the lyrics to song by the band Boston, these words are just what I need to do with my life now!
Take a look around and tell me what you see
I guess that all depend on exaclty what you want it to be
Is your cup half-full? Is your cup half-empty?>br>
How can you get what you need in the land of plenty?
Everybody gets carried away
Everybody's trying everyday to remind you(Ooo)
Leave it behind you
What's it take to see?
What's it take to believe right from wrong?
Never knowing where you belong
Walk OnWalk
OnSometimes I feel like I'm just doing time
Everybody wonders where you're going when you step out of line
Don't know all the answers, someone's got to stand up and say
Hey!If you want to win the game then you know you're gonna have to play
Everybody's got to find a way
And everybody's trying everyday to remind you
What's standing behind you?
What's it take to see?
What's it take to believe right from wrong/Never knowing where you belong
Walk OnWalk
OnWalk OnThere's no turning back
Walk OnGet your train on the track

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Lacy our new Pup







Saturday, November 24, 2007




Petra as pup







Petra at 1 year old

Top Left Petra & Falkor at Show in Minisota.
Top right Petra very happy with Chrisy










Forgiveness & Love.

Elisabeth & I went to see her folks today in the hospital, Dad was very emotional, all apart of the brain injury, it was very hard to see him, he wants to go home so badly. Mom was emotional too, she is hoping to get out Monday, but cried when we spoke about dad. Seeing them makes you realize life is too short to not forgive. Life is to short not to love those folks in your life, and in your past. I have made comments in my past blogs that have hurt others and I hope they can forgive me. I forgive them, and love them very much! My heart will always think of them were ever I am at. I'm human and make mistake's but God's love is perfect. All this happened for a reason. It has, and is very painful for me. I have no pride, no selflessness, nothing left but love for Jesus Christ my Rock my saviour, and my friends. I know that He is healing me every day. Like my father in law, I want to be healed now, I'm tiered of hurting and ready to start feeling good again. Please don't stop praying for us because we will never stop praying for all of you. Just going through the motions and saying I forgive everyone as Lord you forgive me, is one thing, and forgiving from the heart is another. I believe that is were I am now, forgiving from the heart and moving on with my life as a friend said in a email today. God's plan is perfect and I want to be apart of that perfect plan, I want to be on his side, not Him on mine. I may never see the man that said that to me again, but I will never stop praying and loving that guy. I wish he was perfect, but then he would be God right. If you ask this guy about me he'd say he does this about every 3 years or so. Hopefully I've learned my lesson on forgiveness, cause I don't want to be sick any more, I want to be better. I know we will all have eternity to love each other and God will be there to wipe away ever tear from each of our eye's.
Amen,
God Bless everyone...

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Book of John Chapter 13
Jesus knew that the time had come for him to leave this world and go to the Father. Having loved his own who were in the world, he now showed them the full extent of his love.
This is so Awesome Jesus showed the one's He loved of this world the full effect of His love,He washed their feet.
In verse 34 Jesus give's us new command:
A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. 35By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another."
Love on another, on this thanksgiving and Christmas holiday coming up. I realise how important this is for us. No matter how many things happen to me, I still wish to learn to love as Jesus love's me. I pray for that for each and every one of us to be able to Love one another. Jesus did something for each of these folks to show them His love for them. Let's go out and do something to show others how much we love them. No email or blog, let do something to show that person how much we love them.
Thanks,
Monty

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

blessed day

Visited with Elisabeths dad for an hour, and her mom about the same today. Both are still in a lot of pain, Mom had to have a permant IV installed today say's it is very painful. Dad want's out of the hospital cryied saying I want out but can't because my legs and hurt and I can't walk or even stand up. His mind is working good but is getting very depressed. It's so hard to see him like this. He was so active before the accident. He keep saying I'm so lonley I'm so lonley. All of us kids have missed so much work we are all in trouble with our jobs from missing so much and trying to do everything all on our own. It's hard to ask for help we have no Idea what to tell anyone to do, we are all so exhusted, we can't even think of what to do for ourselfs once we finnally get home at night. Both of Elisabeths parents are going to spend their thankgiving in the hospital, it is going to be a very hard time for us, but thank God they are both still alive and God is healing them. Thank you for your prayers,
Monty.

Monday, November 19, 2007

The pain continues.

Last night we got a call from the hospital Elisabeth’s dad is in telling us he had fallen out of bed. In fact they tried to blame Elisabeth saying she did not put his restraints back on. And that he had fallen out of bed earlier that day and they had to keep him resanted. Well we began by asking them what do you mean he fell out of bed earlier and why did no one call them then, and also he was not in his restraints when Elisabeth’s brother arrived, and no one spoke to them about putting any restraints on him. This was very upsetting, last night while digging deeper into all of this her brother found that the doctor was telling us that her had was getting one type of medication and yet the chart said that they was giving him something different. Looks like the family is going to have to find some other hospital to put her dad. This is very unfortunate since this hospital is close to the rest of the family and the other one they are considering is down town Dallas area.
Also I saw an allergy speaclist and the rash I have all over my body is a result of the medication he was giving me. Crazy I’m allergic to blood pressure medicine and allergic to the medicine the allergy doctor prescribed me, now taking some to clear that up. When will it end? I thought I was going to start on my back bathroom project today, but after seeing my lawyer and doing my bills; I can’t even afford to start that project and do it myself. Craziness.

Now someone right me back and tell me none of this is true!

Elisabeth’s , mom is still in the hospital with no word on if she will be in during Thanksgiving we are all have an good cry over that. She is hurting from the IV’s blowing up because of the high doses of antibiotic’s she is getting.
Also probably not true right!!

Cowboy’s won last week, how about those cowboys.
Is this better Lupe!

My blog was created to speak about the truth in scripture only, not to blast others or to right about
Personal stuff like this.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Love is Patient

Love
1 Corinthians 13
1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears
I am praying for love and peace. It’s seems that Elisabeth and I must be patient and wait. Elisabeth’s mom was admitted in Baylor Garland on Friday. She has a wound that will not heal. Her dad is upset because of the med’s they continue to give him, seems to be driving him crazy from one day to the next. Everything is crashing down on us all at once.
I know my foundation is strong and it is on Jesus Christ. I am counting on His love to see us through all of this. We got back from Windsboro tonight after checking on her folks house and I am broke out with some rash all over my body. Oh well?
Monty

Friday, November 16, 2007

Warnings from the heart! What does God say, and why woudl someone's policy not line up with God's Word.

Numbers 16:26
He warned the assembly, "Move back from the tents of these wicked men! Do not touch anything belonging to them, or you will be swept away because of all their sins."
Warnings!!! The bible is the guide to my path on this book I meditate on it and the Words in it day and night. This book is full of warnings and things to watch out for and I have to say that I feel like God is pushing me to warn people of place’s that they can get to that really keep them from God and the Joy of His peace and love and grace and mercy.
Please consider this carefully, because man’s pride will keep them from being honest . The bible say’s pride comes before a fall. I know we all fall short of the glory of God. Nehemiah when told of the city walls being destroyed and people being defeated, he did not become full of pride and say will, I or me, what did he do? He repeated for them, mourned for them, got on his knees and prayed for them. He had compassion for them. This is true Christian or true believers reactions. When our brothers are hurting we should never think of ourselves, we should never compare ourselves to them. Each of us has a different ministry in Christ and should never place our judgments on them based on our own accomplishments or defeats. We should run to them with love and grace an mercy praying for them, laying hands on them and walking with them through there valley’s and their hurts. If we aren’t then this should tell you something about what you really believe in.
Ecclesiastes 4:13
Better a poor but wise youth than an old but foolish king who no longer knows how to take warning.
Ezekiel 3:19
But if you do warn the wicked man and he does not turn from his wickedness or from his evil ways, he will die for his sin; but you will have saved yourself.
I’m not calling anyone wicked but mislead. If you are attending a Church that has no visit the sick ministry, then you may be in the wrong place. Caring for one another is taught over and over in the Word of God the bible. How can you care for someone if you do not see them when they are sick and lay hands on them and pray for them, and see them in the pain and sufferings? You simply cannot do that trough email. If you are attending a church or apart of a group that does not go after the hurting, the sick and love them then you maybe in the wrong place. This is just a warning from my heart; I’m not telling you what to do or judging you. I simply saying there is much more to being a Christian then going to church for an hour each Sunday, or making all the Church evens.
I have recently been on the other end of the hurting part, and watched someone getting hurt each day because her Church did not come running to her rescue. Her whole family rejected her because she choose this Church, that was not apart of her families belief. They completely wrote her out, for many years we were not only not welcome too many of the family get together but was not even spoken to by them. Yet when she was hurt, that same Church that she choose, wrote he off, no one came to visit her, or see her. Her pastor even met her at the hospital almost a month after her dad had been in the hospital, didn’t pray with here or go into see her dad with her. Wow this was such a shock. I have no idea how a man of God could not want to pray with someone that is hurting as bad as she is.
I have been told that my web site does not edify Christ. When the Priest and the religious people came after Jesus, He not only told them who they where but He also gave them a new name, “You brood of vipers”.
This is a simple warning, if you walk into a Church and the leaders and the folks on the stage and the folks greeting you are not excited to be there and showing that, then you maybe in the wrong place. Those folks maybe there only because they where told they have to be because of something other than why you should be there. I dare you to ready Ezekiel chapter 3 and if this does not pierce your heart then something’s wrong. Again I am not condemning any one church or man. But if you feel convicted, please pray about this as I have. It is not for me, to call or go check on someone that hasn’t been to church for a while that is for someone else to do it, or we don’t do that here. What? Please search your heart constantly, please read the Bibledaily and meditate on it. If you or someone you know, or your church is not lining up with what God says then do something about it.
I did, I tried for several years only when I needed them to do what I was doing for God, to come back to me, came back void from that church. To love someone is only to pray for them or send them and email every now and then? What?
I have come to terms with the fact that my church home can not support me and my family when we need them the most. That it is a personal matter. I was told when I needed love and compassion. What? Not a church matter or that we just don’t do that here. These are the things that have pushed us away. Not someone calling me up and saying I’m sorry you can no longer attend my church type of thing. If you look for me on the church directory you would see my name is not on there. Or my mom’s even though my mom is 73 years old, and has not been there for a while no one has called her and offered to take her to church while I was sick and in the hospital? Her name is no longer on the church membership directory either, even though I was told Teusday this is all some misunderstanding that we love you and we want you to come to church.
I have attending 1,452 services’ at this church that say’s to me, to be a member you only have to come twice. Yet my name is no longer on the church directory. I attended a church called Emmanuelle Baptist back in 1982-1983 my name is still on their directory and at least 3 other church’s I only attended for a while still have me and my family listed in there directory. Why? So some can see that name and say wow its been a long time since I scene them I’m going to pray for them and give them a call and see if I can come see them. Although that maybe misread into by some other folks.
Just a warning make sure that the Church you attend is excited about being there. Make sure they do what they teach. Make sure that they visit the sick, they visit with folks that they haven’t scene and simply don’t just right them off. If your pastor or teacher has decided in his own life to make policies that do not line up with what the Word says because of his own personal experience be very careful.
This is just a warning, I am not telling you to do anything like leave your church. If something is broken, fix it. If you see things not happening that you know should be, cause Jesus said to do. DO IT. Don’t wait for someone else too. If you know a family that is setting at home in the dark with no electric go help them, don’t wait for someone else. If you know someone is sick, the bible doesn’t just say visit them it tells us to care for them. It doesn’t say church policy is the family should do that! THE BIBLE DOSEN”T SAY THAT!!!! It say’s care for them….. So if you are reading this, and you know some things in your church that seem broken pray about, if God puts on your heart then DO IT.
Simple isn’t it. I know this sounds condemning, but it’s not, I am pleading with you, don’t let these things get out of hand at your church. Speak to your pastor if he tells you, I think that in my experience that, so – in – so. And that does not line up with the word. Ask him why would you even think that could be right! Confront him and your church leaders if they don’t line up. There are many church’s out there find one that does line up.
Simple if God said it, do it, if he didn’t say it then why would your policy be otherwise?
Thanks…..I hope God Blesses you and touch’s your heart. I know he has mine.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Lover of the truth

My name is Monty Rogers 12 years ago I gave my life to Christ. He (Christ) changed me, made me a new creation in Him. He took me from a life style of Drugs, bad drugs, controlling drugs, drugs you can’t quit cold turkey and live. He (Christ) took that from my life and only asks that I trust in Him. If you ask anyone that was close to me at that time, who knows me, they would say that this was a miracle. I ask God for one thing, that is to know the truth. I was so messed up, I had no idea what was the real truth or where that I could verify that. God showed me, took me to that place so quickly you have no idea, what a miracle this was for me, and still is to this very day, all I want from Him is the truth, and He gives me so much more. I have been reading the writings of Josephus, a noted historian. Josephus was more than that, he was a Priest a son of a Priest, known as a lover of the truth.
This is just what I want to be known as too. God has clearly reminded me lately of all of this. The truth is that God saved, God called me, God uses me and that because of the awesome love of His Son Jesus Christ and Him giving up His life for me, I am free. Josephus spoke about James the Just, and that he was the brother of the one called the Christ. He said that he was afraid for the Jews because of the crucifixion of the brother of James the Just. If you have not taken the time to read Josephus, the complete works, I encourage you to do so. To read these writings and have him say this is still the same today, or you can still see the pillar or salt that was Lot’s wife today is so awesome. The truth is simply Christ Died for me, and you. So that we can be forgiven and receiving Jesus as our personal Lord and Savior, we become a new creation in Christ. And apart of the inheritance of Jesus, where in His kingdom there will be many rooms for us.

Friday, November 09, 2007

Do not by your eating destroy your brother for whom Christ died.

Romans 14:15If your brother is distressed because of what you eat, you are no longer acting in love. Do not by your eating destroy your brother for whom Christ died.
I my daily reading I have came across scripture that has encouraged me to send out this warning. I know someone that has something very similar to this verse tattooed on his arm. Yet he has forgotten what it means. If you are doing anything that would cause your brother in Christ to say. I want no part in that Christian stuff. Or say why would they react that way when they just got through teaching something about Gods grace, love and forgiveness? That guy is fake and I want no part of that. Then I’d say your eating food that is destroying your brother.
I have been accused of gossip so I just wanted you to know what the word says about that
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Proverbs 11:13A gossip betrays a confidence, but a trustworthy man keeps a secret.
Proverbs 16:28A perverse man stirs up dissension, and a gossip separates close friends.
Proverbs 18:8The words of a gossip are like choice morsels; they go down to a man's inmost parts
Proverbs 20:19A gossip betrays a confidence; so avoid a man who talks too much.
My favorite : Proverbs 26:20Without wood a fire goes out; without gossip a quarrel dies down.
Romans 1:29They have become filled with every kind of wickedness, evil, greed and depravity. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit and malice. They are gossips,2 Corinthians 12:20For I am afraid that when I come I may not find you as I want you to be, and you may not find me as you want me to be. I fear that there may be quarreling, jealousy, outbursts of anger, factions, slander, gossip, arrogance and disorder.
1 Timothy 5:13Besides, they get into the habit of being idle and going about from house to house. And not only do they become idlers, but also gossips and busybodies, saying things they ought not to.3 John 1:10So if I come, I will call attention to what he is doing, gossiping maliciously about us. Not satisfied with that, he refuses to welcome the brothers. He also stops those who want to do so and puts them out of the church.
None of this sounds very good does it. I refuse to take part in this. If you ask me what is the truth I will tell you. If you ask my what I thought someone was thinking when they said so-in-so, Id have to say I have no idea, because that would be gossip. If you ask me what did so-in-so say to you, or in my case email you, I would telling them what he said. But if they said to me what was his motive in hurting you with those accustations, I’d have to say I do not know, because that would be gossip.
I can say this one thing, I did expect to receive the following as stated in the WORD that I believe to be truth.
John 15:13Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.
John 15:17This is my command: Love each other.
John 15:19If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you.
John 17:26I have made you known to them, and will continue to make you known in order that the love you have for me may be in them and that I myself may be in them."
Romans 5:8But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us
Romans 5:8But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us
Romans 12:9 Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good
Romans 12:10Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves.
1 Corinthians 13:3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
Romans 13:10Love does no harm to its neighbor. Therefore love is the fulfillment of the law.
1 Corinthians 13:2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing
I did not receive love, I received accusations and was told that I was doing and saying things that are not true. However even after I said that, it was still and is still beiong tossed around in a Church as if this is healthy or scriptural. This is not right, just or even Christian. This is worldly practice.
Warrning!!! If your leaders are not peacemakers, and play games in front of the Church and say things about them behind their backs, chances are you are in the wrong church if you want to continue to be a Christian.
Let us be peacemakers in all things. God moved me in this, I reached to someone that recently hurt me with slanderous emails, emailed him saying that I loved him and it was great to hear his voice. I received a 2 page letter of condemnation and accusations. What is wrong with that? Later after I would not reply to anything he sent me because I was tiered of being hurt. It seemed to drive him crazy and he responded very abusively.
Matthew Chapter 25: Then the King will say to those on his right, 'Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. 35For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, 36I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.'
When I was sick what did I receive, no one looked after me, no one visited me. An email is NOT A VISIT.
If God said it, do that, if He did not say email then why is it used so frequently as a ministry or a form of abuse? God did not say email or text, He said visit.
Seems pretty plain to me..
Thanks Monty Rogers

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

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This is my wifes blog and her view on the same things that have recently happened to us.

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Broken Please fix it. "The Christian Church today"

The Christian Church today is broken. I recently was pushed out of a Church that I was a member of or thought to be a member and also a so-called Deacon for 11 years. I was head of the Feed the homeless Ministry, helped with announcements, headed up prayer Ministry for after each service not just one of the service because I was at all of them anyway, played bass for the worship team ( backup of coarse ). Helped with visit the sick Ministry. Helped with the prison ministry, and at one time for many years 6 to 7 years helped with the youth ministry, helped with the security team, ran sound for several years, cleaned the Church for several years. I never expected any of this to happen to me, 11 years ago I walked in this Church with a very bad drug problem, God healed of that and did so much more for me than I ever expected.
However I recently have had and still do have some health issue’s blood pressure and being overweight doesn’t help. My doctors all wanted me be admitted in the hospital the same weekend as feed the homeless Ministry. I refused to be admitted. As a matter of fact I never said anything about this to anyone including my wife. The Ministry I was doing was too important to me. Well a few weeks later the blood pressure went way out of control and I felt like I was dying. The doctor put me on blood pressure meds and that seemed to help for a week or so, but I just felt awe full. My doctor prescribed to me to work and that was it. Go home a rest not even Church for a month. I spoke with my Pastor about this through an email and he was very upset with me. Said if you miss one service, you are no longer a deacon and can no longer serve in any capacity at Grace Fellowship Church in Sunnyvale again. He never said oh that’s terrible that you are going through this. In fact he has used the fact that one of his friends and leaders of a Ministry in his church ripping me off on a contract deal to rebuild my bathrooms at my house that I paid him for, as an excuse to throw me away like filthy rages.
Church that I was attending said they are a church that doesn’t like churches. Maybe it is this theory that they have adopted that is keeping them from doing the same things that God commands us to do, love our neighbors in fact Jesus says to love your enemy. If other Church’s love folks then this church would have a reason not to. Things that make you go hummm. I just hope that there are Christian Church’s out there that truly love others. Not what they are doing, but loving them. I haven’t felt the love of Christ coming from this pastor for some time now. Someone else should be doing that, he is just supposed to teach and lead worship. Oh and lets not forget, tell you that you can’t serve God at his Church if you don’t do just want he wants you to do.
My prayer is this, “Lord please help me to overcome this, I come into your throne room with boldness of Christ and ask for Grace and Mercy and your healing hands on me. I forgive those that seem to hurt me, and ask you to forgive me. If it is your will help me to find a Christian Church that will love me for who I am as you do, not love me only if I’m doing what they want me to. I lift up all those that have been abused by this pastor, I pray that they to are healed, and I pray that you heal this man, this pastor of the hurts he has that causes him to lash out at push people away instead of loving them, heal him oh Lord.”
I don’t have the answers to fix this Church; I am so weak from my health issues. I am now waiting to hear back from my doctors as to what I should do, whether I should go to the emergancy room, or to an allergy specialist, don’t know. They said they call hours ago. I hope to hear from them soon. My soul is so tiered now, my heart is broken, I meant my wife at this Church and married her there, and I even ask her to marry me at the Church. This was the present God gave me that I am taking with me from there.
Briefly after my health left me, my wife’s parent where involved in a horrific car accident, both was care flighted from the scene. Elisabeth’s Dad is still fighting for his life in ICU. No one from my Church has come to see her dad that is going on 3 weeks in ICU. Elisabeth is very hurt, there where so many people she regarded as friends that have not been there for her in this hour of need. I have been so sick, that I can’t go every day to the emergency room like she does. She has such a hard time seeing her dad like that and should never have to see him alone. I had hoped someone would volunteer to go with her. It is so hard to tell someone else what to do when we are all so down because of all this. I only had 2 folks call asking what they can do from my church. But we don’t know what to tell them. Friends and co-works have provided food for us, since we are not home long enough to cook anything or go to the grocery store. The house is a mess; we don’t have the drive to clean.
My wife refuses to ask for help she say’s if you have to ask how can I help then you are missing the mark to begin with. I think she is correct. If you read this, please respond with a comment or two. I’d really like to know if anyone thinks I should ever attend any Church again. I’d like to know if anyone else has experienced these same problems, and what you did. I know that I am serving God, and that is what is important. You can serve God at home with family, at work, at restaurants, at hospitals. You don’t have to be in Church to serve God.
Thanks Monty Rogers